Rainbow comes after the rain

Hopefully my rainbow is coming out..
cause it has been raining and raining and raining for years..

Cant forgive, cant forget

Everything is just too late.. just too late..

what if i never led my life like this?
i may not have known you, may not feel so lost now..

but still i am glad that i have, even if its not alot, time spent with you..

wishes...

Guess sometimes i am just lucky..
sheer lucky that you actually would talk to me..
make me feel better..

thanks..
thanks..
thanks..
i cant say all the thanks i have for you..

i just wanna say..
I love You...
and you mean alot to me..

drifting..

times just passes..
people just come and go..

just like how you left..
you told me we could stay like what we are..
but you started to move away..
and i just cant feel your presence anymore..

Life is just full of lies..

Concentrate..

guess i just need to concentrate on what i need to get done...

stop thinking of those things that would never happen..
hopefully i can really do it..

hmmm...

Guess i am just wierd...

why cant i just be happy like how the rest are?
we have won, but yet, it seems to me like i have lost..
lost everything..

what do i really want..?

worried...

So worried for her..
even thou she doesn't want me to do anything for her..
but i feel so guilty,
being unable to do anything for her..

come on brain.. THINK!!!!
what can you do for her?
without her asking for it..