Gosh Gosh

wat a trip..
it just seems that everything pass so quickly..

wish time could travel back..
i would have done alot of things differently..
sometimes just wish i ain't that afraid..

guess my pals are right..
i am afraid of nothing.. but humans..
what a phrase that got into my life 8 years ago..
and its still here.. stuck with me..

dunno if i am ever able to get it off before i even dies..
hopefully.. i could.. cause i really wish to get a little bit of time..
just a bit.. even if its just 15 mins.. i tink its worth anything that i could give in exchange.. even if i have to amputate my limbs.. I can only pray that either i get kinda daring somedays.. or it just happen out of miracle..

A happy trip.. ended sadly when i am back home.. thinking about all the chances i have missed out..
but to be honest.. its a nice trip.. thanks all.. who made it nice for me.. but i gotta keep it a secret..
i really cant say a single thing.. cause i dont wanna feel awkward and uneasy.. it will just create an unwanting atmosphere..

Hope you will notice it.. somehow.. someways.. i just cant get to u.. i am just nothing but a weakling..