Feeling kinda of wierd recently, no motivation to go sch, no motivation to do anything except finding her, smsing her and waiting for her to online.. wish that she know how i am feeling.. but i guess she also worried.. she dont like it this way i guess..
sometimes i wish i am not born.. maybe as a dog or a plant will be better.. or maybe even as a dead object.. dunno wat am i supposed to do.. feel so aimless.. feel lifeless.. and always get cheated on.. people always cheat me.. which hurts me.. and they dunno it does.. i tends to have the first level of trust very easily.. and people dont know that.. they always seems to dont care how i feel.. i guess maybe i should just ignore everyone..
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